I had a very eventful week. It had it's ups and it most definitely had it's downs. Monday, I found out that one of my close friends had died.. ever since, it has been a very hard week. His viewing and funeral were one of the hardest things I've ever had to experience in my life. I'm thankful to have had my friends this week because without them, I don't know what I would do. When I saw his body one last time, I decided not to go to the burial. I felt closure getting to say goodbye just one last time. Seeing him get buried would've been too overwhelming. I'm still sad but I'm not crying anymore. I'm finally realizing that he's actually gone, a